The name is Rachel. I'm sixteen years too old and from that wonderful filthy state of New York. I'm a scorpio, a vegetarian, and an animal rights activist. I love animals. I'm a stubborn female of mostly Irish and German descent. People make me physically ill. Trying to get me to change my mind is a pointless effort. I will debate you until your too tired to debate. Unless your a complete moron. In which case, I won't waste my time talking to you. I don't say anything unless I have something to say. Think about it.

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Labels: alice in wonderland, friends, great escape, hermie, heroes, myspace, relationships

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Awwww, I miss Zach alot. Last time I saw him was my Prom, and we both got sick =[

And this certain guy you're falling for, I know who he is. Would he be on MySpace as Mad Hatter and answer to the name of Jon or Moose? If so, yeahhh he's a hottie most def. I couldn't date him though because I was engaged to one of his closest friends (whose name will remain unsaid until they die because they screwed me over one too many times then tried to use me to get my best friend? Nuh uh, I don't think so!). But I'd do him hehe!

Anyways, good luck and have fun!
Oh and be happy!!!!

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By  K., at July 28, 2007 at 9:45 PM  

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Just another day I suppose. Nothing too exciting happened. Me and my Dad went out to eat for lunch at Cappie's. That was nice. Then we went to the pet store so I could buy some crickets for Bill the Lizard.

Came home, went down to the barn and worked some with Jitterbug. He's getting a lot better about having me on his back. I even had my Dad lead him around while I was on him. So then my aunt picked me up around 3:30 and we had to take my brother Dave to drop off a check to the lady he's buying his new car from. He makes me so mad sometimes. I mean my aunt has a free car for him(he would have to replace the muffler but thats not really a big deal). But no, he has to buy a giant gas hog of a car because my aunt's isn't his style. Maybe it's just me...FREE is my style hah. Oh well. To each his own. But he really doesn't have any money in the bank, he works at Wal Mart, and he's 25. Yet he's taking out a loan to buy this car. So now John gets my aunt's car if he wants it and if he doesnt, then I get it.

Zach came up tonight. We watched a lot of T.V and just fooled around. He left around 12:00. He has to work tomorrow but he's going to be off on Thursday and Friday.

This guy that I went out with at one point thinks it's okay to just pop up out of nowhere like nothing's changed. I think not. If someone makes NO effort to contact me and then I finially do and they don't apologize for their wrongs, then they can go jump off an extremely tall building.

I don't know what to start reading next...I've got it narrowed down to four choices. Tell me which one I should read...:

• The second Harry Potter book
• Mystic River
• When The Rabbit Growls
• I forget what this one's called but the subtitle thingy says "My life as a multiple".

I was reading "Her Husband" by Diane Middlebrook about Sylvia Plath and Ted Hughes' relationship but I don't know..I just can't get into it anymore. I'm on page 100 and something but I don't know. I'm not really in the mood for "biographies" or whatever.

Well, tomorrow I'm going to my friend Bryan's father's funeral. I hate funerals but I think it would be disrespectful to not go and pay my respects and also just to tell Bryan in person that I'll be thinking of him and all of that.

Well, It's almost 3 o clock and I plan to be up by 5 to have coffee with my aunt and uncle. So I should probally end this entry. I haven't been able to really sleep tonight. Just kind of down and out. I love the nighttime..but I hate how I get depressed when it comes around. Oh well, nothing you can do about that really.

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As pathetic as it sounds, I've been perparing myself for the ultimate death of my rat Hermie. I know that it's coming soon and it probally makes no sense to any of you, but it's gonna kill me. I love him. I've been looking up on google for the last hour what kind of foods will help him and medications to use. I want to make the remainder of his life comfortable and enjoyable. He's still a sweetheart always optimistic, bright eyes, ears up.

















Today I had to bathe him because he smelled like urine. He's lost all use of his back legs(degenerative paralyisis) so he can't clean himself properly. I had to clean out his ears with a q-tip. He had a really gross ammount of wax build up.

If I could find the person who owned him before I did..(I got him at a pet shop, they gave him away because he was so big that snakes wouldn't even eat him), I would personally bash their head in. What he must have been through, and yet he's still trusting.

For those who don't know, Hermie is a genetic mutation. Somebody bred some weird cross of rats and he was the product. Here's a picture of him to show what I mean, he has a very abnormal look. Half hairless. Just patches of fur.

Also, he has cigarette burn marks on his skin, that aren't too visible in this picture. He's losing weight rapidly as of lately. I can see his the bones on his back.

I could kill whoever did all this to him. I really could.

Labels: animal cruelty, hermie, paralysis, rats

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