If you don't think than you shouldn't talk...
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Last few days have been okay I guess. Hermie is getting worse. His breathing is fast and he can barely move around. At least not comfortably.
On Thursday night me, Zach, and Sam went out. We went to go to Animal Land but it was closed hah. So then we went to the mall. We went in one of those overpriced photobooth's. Here's the picture:
After that we went to my aunt's house and Sam watched while me and Zach swam. Then we went over to Sam's and played with her ferret Speaaagol hah.
On Friday me and Zach went to go get my ferret but the guy wasn't there so now I have to go back up to B-Spa to get it this week. That pissed me off. Oh well. I'm naming her Antigone.
That piece of crap Kevin has continued to talk shit about me. But whatever...I was going to write him and give him a piece of my mind but then I decided to not even bother. Seriously, what would be the point? He's never going to grow up. He's mad because when he tried to make things up with me a few months back I refused because I'm through with him and his insincere apologies. He doesn't even know the meaning of friendship. He's a complete user. He'll never be anything more than that. He's not used to people saying no to him and I did so he's just pissed. Oh well, I'm better than him anyways. At least I don't live off the government and my friends, at least I'm going to graduate and I'm getting my license. Seriously. I'm just mad that he has the nerve to talk about me when he's the one who hurt me. I want to feel sorry for him but after the shit he put me through I can't even bring myself to do that.
I'm watching Alice In Wonderland right now. Hehe, I love this movie so friggen much. I'm also working on my heroes section on my myspace. Probably won't finish until tomorrow because I'm so tired. I'm falling more and more for this certain guy every time we talk. I don't know. I'm a little uncertain about it for some reasons but hey whatever. I mean, I want to be in a relationship again but I don't want to jump into anything. He's just really sweet but he's not like up my ass which is a nice change.
Me, Sam, Zach, and this guy are going to Great Escape this Friday hopefully. Sam's trying to get the day off. If not we won't leave til around 2:00. As long as we get to go. It's gonna be wicked fun.
Oh and in closing,
DON'T STEP ON THE MOMERATHS!
Labels: alice in wonderland, friends, great escape, hermie, heroes, myspace, relationships
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Awwww, I miss Zach alot. Last time I saw him was my Prom, and we both got sick =[
And this certain guy you're falling for, I know who he is. Would he be on MySpace as Mad Hatter and answer to the name of Jon or Moose? If so, yeahhh he's a hottie most def. I couldn't date him though because I was engaged to one of his closest friends (whose name will remain unsaid until they die because they screwed me over one too many times then tried to use me to get my best friend? Nuh uh, I don't think so!). But I'd do him hehe!
Anyways, good luck and have fun!
Oh and be happy!!!!
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Hermie
Monday, July 23, 2007
As pathetic as it sounds, I've been perparing myself for the ultimate death of my rat Hermie. I know that it's coming soon and it probally makes no sense to any of you, but it's gonna kill me. I love him. I've been looking up on google for the last hour what kind of foods will help him and medications to use. I want to make the remainder of his life comfortable and enjoyable. He's still a sweetheart always optimistic, bright eyes, ears up.
Today I had to bathe him because he smelled like urine. He's lost all use of his back legs(degenerative paralyisis) so he can't clean himself properly. I had to clean out his ears with a q-tip. He had a really gross ammount of wax build up.
If I could find the person who owned him before I did..(I got him at a pet shop, they gave him away because he was so big that snakes wouldn't even eat him), I would personally bash their head in. What he must have been through, and yet he's still trusting.
For those who don't know, Hermie is a genetic mutation. Somebody bred some weird cross of rats and he was the product. Here's a picture of him to show what I mean, he has a very abnormal look. Half hairless. Just patches of fur.
Also, he has cigarette burn marks on his skin, that aren't too visible in this picture. He's losing weight rapidly as of lately. I can see his the bones on his back.
I could kill whoever did all this to him. I really could.
Labels: animal cruelty, hermie, paralysis, rats
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