The name is Rachel. I'm sixteen years too old and from that wonderful filthy state of New York. I'm a scorpio, a vegetarian, and an animal rights activist. I love animals. I'm a stubborn female of mostly Irish and German descent. People make me physically ill. Trying to get me to change my mind is a pointless effort. I will debate you until your too tired to debate. Unless your a complete moron. In which case, I won't waste my time talking to you. I don't say anything unless I have something to say. Think about it.

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Last few days have been pretty boring. Went to Kayla's today. That was alright I guess. Ray came over and chilled for awhile. Then Chantal and Will came over, then Jared, Alex, and Anthony came over and whatnot.

I'm so tired and frustrated lately. I had an appointment with my counselor on Wednesday. That went alright I guess. It was actually pretty good, I've been holding too much in lately. Can't take it. I'm tired of everything. I just feel like laying down and dying.

Tomorrow my parents are taking my brother John down to college, and his friend Helah. So Zach's picking me up around 9:00 because we have to run his mom's garage sale and whatnot. Then I'm going over to Kayla's for the rest of the day hopefully. Zach has to work. I might go to the mall with Sam. I doubt it though...because Cory and some other people I can't stand are going too. So I'll just chill over at Kayla's.

I just feel like shit lately. I'm exhausted, worn out. Feel like I've lived longer than I should've. I'm not looking forward to going back to school. I'm going to be so awful towards everyone this year. Worse than last year hah. If that's even possible. The only person I even talk to anymore at school really is Billy. This past year everyone friggen left. It was like all at once too. Zach Czrew, Kayla, Chantal, Chris, Jared...etc. And then some people graduated too like Kristin and Nelson. So now it's basically just me and Billy. I mean there's also Gio, Dave, and a few other people but I don't really hang out with them much. Zach and me don't get a lot of the same classes usually. We might this year cause we're taking like two of the same classes and also we're both hoping to get the same lunch. Last years lunch pretty much sucked. It was me, Amanda, Cory, and Manda. Pretty boring. The year before that was the best lunch ever. Me, Zach, DJ, Billy, Aaron, Dan, Kayla, etc. So yeah, needless to say, it was great.

Why is it that people always say "needless to say" and then we go on to say it anyways? One of the many unanswerable questions of life.

I have to buy some photoalbums. I have way too many loose and scattered pictures. And me and Kayla are waiting for some of our pictures to come back this week too. Me and Ray are doing wonderful. We get along as great as we ever have. It'll be four years this September that we've known eachother.

Well, thats all for now I guess. I'm too tired to stay online. I'm gonna go watch re-runs of Andy Griffith, read, and possibly write.

Labels: death, kayla, lunch, photoalbums, school

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